Don´t. Don´t go. Don´t leave me drowning on dry land. I have disregarded both my thoughts and my dreams and it´s time to stop. What do you do when everything is available? That suddenly there are too many choices. My biggest fear is to run out of options. When there is only one way to go. You should be able to make a choice. Reject one in favour of the other. Every morning I spend an hour by the river just to watch the water flow by. It is soothing and frightening at the same time. With all this water passing by you feel how fast the time flies. Second after second. Now, and now again, someone dies. That is the nature of things.